Hopeless helpless

The disease is so unpredictable. The moment you look at your child and think my he is doing well it can change. In a second a parent of a bipolar child goes from joy to helplessness. We seek out peace and take time when we can. Our lives are so unknown we cannot prepare for anything. Each. Child with this illness is different and that makes it feel even more hopeless. What I understand and can handle today will not be what happens tomorrow.